Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Let's Try this Again!


Wow!  Where has the time gone?  So much has changed in the 3 years since I have last posted a blog. As I sit to right this blog, I wondered what happened? Why did I stop blogging? Well, Life Happened, that's what.  I've never been really good about being consistent with just one thing.  First, Myspace, then Facebook, Blogger, Twitter, Instagram and so on....  I guess the one thing I have kept up with is Facebook.  
 So,  the short story catch up since I've been gone - I am still a Single mom of two wonderful Amazing kids!  Mr. K is now 7 years old, in 1st Grade and plays Football.  He loves Lego, TV and annoying his sister.  Ms. B is now 6 years, in 1st Grade and a Cheerleader.  She is loud, sassy, loves Stuffed Animals and loves with all her heart.

Me?  Well thats a whole different story!  Somewhere in the mix I've stopped worrying about me. Guess that's the issue with most Moms. At least the Moms I know.  I've been so focused raising my babies, and attempting to give them a wonderful life that I forgot to take care of myself.  
 My hope for this blog moving forward is document my new journey with VistaLife and weightloss.   I've written out my Day 1 Journal that lays out the harsh truth of what 30 years of not so great decisions will do to your body.  I haven't had the heart to publish it just yet.  It's very honest, so honest it hurts!   It's scares the living out of me!  But the truth hurts.

 I hope by blogging my journey, struggles and hopefully successes that I might be able to help at least 1 woman!  That's the ultimate goal, help at least 1 woman.  My goal is that blogging with help hold myself more accountable for my decisions.  So, bare with me.  I've never been a writer (math was always my subject).    


Verse of the Day:
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him and he will make your paths straight."  Proverbs 3:5-6



Monday, January 16, 2012

Made with Love -P52 Week 2

*Made with Love*
{Kolton Lane & Brynlee Marie}

When someone mentions Love my first thought turns to these two!
I am so blessed to be called their Mom.
I love that they love each other so much, I know there will be a day that won't be as close as they are now, but no doubt they will always Love each other as much as they do now!



Monday, January 9, 2012

P52-Photography Challenge Week 1



I've thought long and hard about this first week's challenge: Resolution. Many thoughts came to mind: Quit Smoking, Work out More, Eat Healthier just to name a few. But I finally decided on this: Make this, my soon to be 1st Home Purchase, My Dream Home! Sounds simple enough huh? I have a feeling this house will be the source of lots of Blogging soon :-)


Head over to Life With My 3 Boybarians and take part in the P52 Photography Challenge. 1 Photo a Week for a Year. Next week's Challenge Theme: Made with Love



Easily Distracted

I'm so easily distracted! We have just been so busy and I haven't had a chance to upload my photo for the P52 Photography Challenge! So, while I work on that here is a fun picture from Kolton's 4th Birthday ;-)

Thursday, January 5, 2012

P52-Photography Challenge

project 52 p52 weekly photo challenge my3boybarians.com

A few days ago I posted I would take part in a Photography Challenge. Well tomorrow is the day to post Week 1's photo. I am so excited to take part of this challenge, as well as see all the photos from other Photographers.

Each week will have a theme, in which can be interpreted however you choose. Week 1 is Resolution. I'm still working on this one but have taken several photos. Guess you'll just have to wait and see which one I choose :) It's not to late for you to take part in the Challenge. Head over to Life with My 3 BoyBarians and check out all the details. You can click the link above.

See ya tomorrow :)



Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Happy 4th Birthday Kolton Lane



Four Years Ago (yesterday, yes I know I am late with post but we were busy.)God chose me to be the mother of a beautiful handsome Baby boy! He changed my life forever, in just a matter of hours. I was 24 years old and newly single. I really had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, I was just having fun. On January 20, 2009 I got a call from a close friend's mother. That call forever changed my world and how I saw things.

Kolton's biological "mother" had tested positive for Meth during delivery, as well as Kolton. CPS immediately removed him from her care and he was sent home from the hospital a healthy thriving little boy. His Grandmother was named his primary caregiver for the time being, along with his 3 year old big brother, Cam. His Granny, as we call her, quickly realized she was unable to care for a newborn & a 3 year old. That's where I came in. After a quick phone call Granny was on her way to my house to discuss some things. I had no idea things were about to change forever.

After a lot of discussion with Granny, talks with My mom & sisters, and a lot of praying I decided I would become Kolton's primary caregiver. In a matter of minutes, I can became a mother to a 3 week old little boy. In a few short hours and a lot of help from Family & Friends. My little man had a complete nursery and closet full of clothes.

I truly believe God Chose Me to be his Mother and I am forever grateful for the confidence he had in me. I am more blessed than I could have ever imagined.

To My Amazing, Handsome, Often Stubborn Son,
As we get ready to Celebrate your 4th Birthday with Friends and Family on Saturday, I look back on the last 4 years and how you have made my life complete. I amazed Daily as you grow and continue to learn. I love how curious about life you are. I love that you are a Great Big Brother and that you are always Protecting & loving your sister, when you aren't driving her crazy. I love that you remember to say "Please and Thank you" most of the time. I love your imagination and that you love Trucks. You stole my heart from the moment I held you in my arms. I look forward to all the milestones you have ahead of you. I'll always be right there to hold your hand when are scared, kiss your boo-boo's when you get hurt and give you a little shove when you are nervous. Most of all I will love you with everything I have for as long as I live! Happy 4th Birthday Kolton Lane!




Friday, December 30, 2011

New Year. New Me!

Wow, I can't believe its been over a year since my last blog! A lot has changed in the last year. We have been busy, a couple Vacations, couple Birthdays, potty training and a few sick trips to the ER. All and all I would say 2011 has been a great year!

Mr. K, my handsome very independent almost 4 year old, has grown up a lot but still loves his mommy!


Ms. B, my beautiful stubborn little 2 year old diva, has really gained her own personality. She is very outspoken and has a temper. She loves her brother to the moon and back, but that doesn't stop her from the occasional hit here and there.



As for me. I am now 28 years old and loving life. Finally getting back to the things I really love. My photography and my crafting! Plus, I plan on Blogging at least once a week. Mostly Photography, as I took a 52 Week Photography Challenge! So hopefully the new year brings lots of new Experiences! Until then, hope you have a Very Safe and fun Filled New Year! See ya in 2012 :)




Friday, June 11, 2010

House Party-Friends, Fun & BBQ!

My good friend Tammy recently introducted me to HouseParty.com. It's safe to say, I've become addicted quickly! HouseParty is a great site that offers Free Parties for you to throw. When you are chosen to host these parties. About a week or 2 before you recieve what they call a Party Pack. This almost always comes with Samples, a gift, Invites and more.

I've applied for probably 4-6 parties since I started. I was chose to host my first party June 26th. I am hosting the Bull's Eye BBQ Party! I'm very excited. I love to grill outside and enjoy having friends over to hang out in the backyard! I'll blog more when I get my party pack. Hopefully post some pictures as well!

I really suggest you go over to HouseParty.com and check it out! Below is my link to my party!

House Party Party Friends, Fun & BBQ!




Friday, June 4, 2010

Need Help

I need Help...wow, that wasn't that hard!

Asking for help is something I hate to do! I love being independent, creative and a mom who does it all! But, I guess my creativitity has been lacking lately! I've recently started my own business and I'm in the process of finding a store front location. My problem is the name. It's current calling is "Rockin' It Country Designs". This has worked for a while but I just don't think it's Store material. So, that's why I am asking for help. I need a new name for the store. I think the RICD will still be our legal name, I just need a front name. I make Crosses,Cowgirl Chunky Jewerly, Picture Frames, Cowgirl Flip Flops and home decor signs. We are also making furniture and I would like to expand into Cowgirl Clothes.

So, to all my blog peeps, any ideas?



Thursday, May 27, 2010

I Just LOVE



this beautiful little 1 year old.



Must have left the Creativity at home.

So, I really want to remname my blog and redesign it but my creative mind has gone blank! Any Ideas???



Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wow, It's been Forever!

Wow, I can't believe it's been since October that I've updated my blog! Crazy how time flies. I really need to get better about blogging but by the time I get home from work, play with the kiddos, dinner, bath & bedtime. I'm exhausted.

Well I guess I'll update you on the kiddies first. Mr. K is now 28 months old! Let me tell you, the terrible 2s are here! For the most part Mr. K is a very good natured kid, but stubborn as all get out! When he doesn't want to do something, you will fight tooth & nail to get him to do it. He is becoming very independent. He wants to do most everything himself. I love his independence but then again it just reminds me how much he is growing up! 2 1/2 years and he'll be in school :( I can't even begin to think that far ahead!

Miss B. oh where to start with Miss B. She is 13 months old now, hard to believe! She is now walking and soon will be running. She is a little monkey, she will crawl and climb onto anything. Getting her to sit in her high chair thru dinner is a task itself. She is very vocal! Always gabbing, just like a little girl! Her fave things to say are Bye bye and bubba. She can also say Mama, but usually saves that for when she is getting mad. She loves riding in Mr. K's tractor with him. Which Santa brought for him on Christmas. It has a little trailer and she sits in it and they ride all over the place! I love those 2 with every thing I have!

Now, to myself. I just turned 27 ::YIKES:: yesterday! I really had a problem with 27 just because its 3 years to 30 and I am no where I thought I would be! But after talking with my sister, who is now back in the states, yay! I've come to realize I may not be where I wanted to be but I am exactly where I'm supposed to be! That's good enough for me! I'm still working in Mansfield for a CPA. I've also started making Jewerly and Crosses. I've even dabbled into some photography. I have another blog set up "Rockin' It Country Designs" I hope to get this updated and share with you some the new stuff I've been working on!

Well that's it for now! Hopefully it won't be 5 months before I blog again, oh the joys of Rockin' the Mommy thing Solo!!

Peace, love & God Bless,



Thursday, October 8, 2009

Happy Pre-Friday

Seems like I only find time to blog on Thursday now! We are in the process of moving again. I know we just moved but this seems the right step for our family right now. The house we had bought has ended needing a lot more work than I can do by myself. My sister has agreed to take the payments over. Her and her roommate will do the work. It's a lot easier for her because she has someone else to help out. I just can't do that right now. So, we are making the move to Italy, Texas but before a stop in Mansfield. We are going to stay at my moms apartment with my aunt. My mom has already made the move to Italy with her boyfriend. But my house will not be ready until December. So we are staying in Mansfield until then. It's really nice being just 5 minutes from. They have a really nice playground here at the apartment for when the weather is nice. So, that's about it on the move.

Brynlee is a sitting up, crawling machine! She gets every where and fast! She tries to pull up on things but isn't ready just yet for that. And thats makes this mama Happy. She is just growing up way to fast! I'll probably have a little walker by Christmas! I went Halloween shopping last weekend. It's so hard to find cute costumes and we just dont have the money right now for custom ordered ones. So, I have settled with a Zebra costume for her. I didn't want her to be the typical Sunflower or pumpkin baby. Its a cute, simple costume but she has an awesome over the top Zebra & Hot Pink Bow! So, I can't wait for Halloween :D

Kolton is growing up fast too! He is smart and talks a little more each day! His favorite saying right now is "MINE!" and when he says he means it! He is still doing really good with Brynlee but now that she is on the move his is getting a little more possessive with his toys! But he's not being mean about it, so that good. We haven't finished his Halloween costume shopping yet. I can't decide between a Hobo or Race Car driver so we are making a trip to Party City this weekend to try them on!

Well, I guess that's about it for us. Happy Pre-Friday!





Thursday, September 24, 2009

5 MONTHS and then some

Wow, it's hard to believe that its already over 5 months since I became a Mommy of 2! I cant believe how fast my little girl is growing. Yesterday she started sitting up all by herself with no help & no hands on the floor! Its so hard to believe, she doesn't even look big enough to sit up. She's such a tiny little thing but lord can she eat! Right now her fave things are Bananas with rice & Butternut squash!

Kolton is doing wonderful! He is so smart and points out everything from animal to a plane in the sky! He got a new dog, not by choice!, but he's turning out to be a really good dog for Mr. Kolton. Charlie, our new dog, will play fetch with Kolton and tug a war but will drop the toy the second Kolton gets close to his face then he will wait for Kolton to throw it! It's so cute!

Things at work are going really well and I am starting to take over our Corporate & Partnership returns which is great! Now, I'm just hoping for the move to the bigger office :D I've started shopping for the kids Halloween costumes all though I'm at a complete loss for they should be. I am think Ms. Brynlee may be a Ladybug or Zebra but Kolton I have no idea! So, to the Halloween store we go this weekend!

Well, it's back to work for me. Just wanted to write a quick update! Have a great Pre-Friday!!





Monday, September 14, 2009

We've lost another...


The world has lost another awesome person! I was sad to learn of Patrick Swayze's death today!! The world is blessed with yet another Angel!! My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with his family! RIP Patrick Swayze!






Friday, September 11, 2009

Remembering the Fallen ♥

It's hard to believe its been 8 years since they tested our Freedom. 8 years since so many innocent lives were lost. 8 years later you still remember exactly what you were doing at the exact moment you found out.

I was working at a daycare center on September 11, 2001. I had just graduated high school in May of 2001 and still trying to figure out which way life was going to take me. I remember taking my class to the kitchen/dining area for a snack that morning. After getting my kids settled, I went into the kitchen to get their snack. The first plane had just hit the world trade center. We heard it on the radio & immediately turned on the TV (out of view from the kids). We thought it was such a bizarre accident. How tragic & scary. We couldn't figure out why they plane had been flying so low. Then within just a few minutes we watch on LIVE TV as the second plane and nearing the WTC and we knew at the exact second something was going on but we had no clue it was something that was going to change our lives forever!!

We watched as the 2nd plane crashed into the WTC. As another crashes in the Pentagon & as another crashes in a Field. We couldn't take our eyes off the TV. Phones immediately start ringing parents on their way to pick up their children. By noon there was not a single kid left at daycare. We were all free to go home. But none of us wanted to move, we were in so much shock. How could this be happening! This is the United States! These things don't happen here! The values, freedom and security that country was built upon was being shaken! Will this be what makes our great Country fall?

I left work and met up with my mom and we decided we weren't going to fall without a fight! We were going to continue to be proud to be Americans!! We were going to rise thru the Mourning! We were going to show our Pride! It was honestly the first time I felt my community was truly proud to American. We went to 7 stores that day, in search of an American Flag for our cars. To my surprise, everyone was sold out! What a great feeling! We weren't the only ones proud that day, we weren't the only ones who wanted to recognize the ones we had the lost. The innocent that had fallen. The brave men & women who lost their lives trying to save another.

The way I view our country has forever been different since that day. It proved that even during the most diffucult and unbelievable moments we will stand proud. We will not fall without a fight! We continue everyday for Fight for our freedom. The men and women of our Armed Forces fight every second of every day. Wives go with out husbands and children go out without parents. So that we may be free and that we may spend our time with our loved ones.

So, today as we continue to mourn the fallen and we continue to remember the tragic events of September 11, 2001, Stand PROUD! Be PROUD to be an AMERICAN! Thank our Men and Women of the Armed Forces. Our Policemen, Firemen & Paramedics! Hug the ones you love and forgive the ones who do us wrong! Praise GOD! Let our lives not let us forget, let it not blind us. God BLESS!


Ps. in 2006 I signed up for Project 2996! This project was organized so that bloggers could pay tribute to the 2996 people we lost that day. Below is my tribute then. I have signed up again and will be posting my tribute to another fallen American shortly! Please go sign-up http://project2996.wordpress.com/home . Please honor the men & women who lost their lives that day! Read other tributes as well.


MR. LEON LEBOR


Leon Lebor, SEIU Local 32BJ, 51, was a janitor at the World Trade Center. He was deaf, but this didn't stop him from experiencing life fully. A native of London, he traveled the world, moving to Jerusalem and eventually New York. He is remembered best by those who knew him at the Trade Center for his sense of humor. He loved telling jokes and putting on a wide variety of clownish faces.


The Jerusalem Post reported on November 6th that Leon Lebor, 51, was buried at Har Hamenuhot Cemetery in Jerusalem. Lebor was born in London, attended the Jewish Deaf School and trained as a furrier before moving to the United States in 1970. His parents immigrated to Israel in 1971. Lebor, who had become a florist, followed them in 1980 and worked as a flower arranger at the King David Hotel but had problems learning the new language. For this reason he decided to return to the U.S. and was working for a maintenance company at the World Trade Center when the planes crashed into it on September 11th. His body is the third to be recovered and brought back to Israel for burial.





Tuesday, September 1, 2009

3 Days Travel then 46 hours on a Bus

Let me introduce you to someone. This girl woman is truly one of the best people I know. She means the world to me and I'm not afraid to say I love Her!! She is the greatest friend sister, we may not be blood but I often feel closer to her than my own sister! We have been thru thick & thin together. We can not talk for months, like would ever go that long without talking, but when we talk its like we've never been apart. I can talk to her about anything and never worry about her judging me. This is Cassie. My sister. My Best Friend.



Now, these 2 have blessed us with 4 of the most wonderful kids. Kids that I am happy to say I am their AUNT! Seth Allen, 7. Christopher Damion, 6. Krystina Renee, 4. Adrianna Marie[my namesake, whom I have never met ], 21 months. I love these kids just as much as I love my own! I will always be there for them. There is nothing I wouldn't do for these kids.

Chris lives in Texas with his mom, that's why he isn't in the group shot. Well, since March 2006 part of my heart has been living across the ocean in Okinawa, Japan. Well, about a week ago, we got news that Justin's grandfather was terminally ill with Cancer. It's pretty bad right now, we've been praying he would be able to fight this but it looks like it's coming to an end. Justin was able to get leave from the Air Force to come home to visit his grandfather. However, they would not pay to fly the entire family home to Texas. Justin fought to have his entire family come with him. They finally got onto a Miltary Hop Flight, which is free but you have to travel with the Air Force and their many stops. Well after days of travel & bumped flights from Okinawa. The ENTIRE family left Fairfield, Cali headed to Fort Worth Texas on a bus! After a 46+ hour bus ride they will arrive in Fort Worth, TX today at 11:30am. I'm so excited and hoping to meet them at the bus stop to welcome them home! We are so grateful that they were able to come, even though it's not the greatest reason to come home. But God is Great! He has allowed the entire family to be together before Justin's grandpa passes. God bless him! Please pray that grandpa find comfort during his days and may God watch over him until its time for him to walk with our Father!






Wednesday, August 19, 2009

HUGE Bei Bambani Gift Basket!!!

Okay, so there are always awesome giveaways on Blogger & Twitter, but I do have to say this giveway from Tales From A Shopaholic Mommy has me most excited!! Lauren from Bei Bambini contacted Sandy about doing a huge gift basket giveway! When they say huge they mean more than $700.00 worth of cute clothes for that special little man in your life!! Check out what it contains:



-A beautiful wicker basket
-Soft plush stuffed animal
From The Jeanine Johnsen Boys Summer Collections
-Blue Crown Layette (hat,bag,bib,blanket,footie,wrap,kimono) $190
Every item is size 3 months except for the blue checked dylan pants, tan shorts and paisley button down shirt are 6 months.

Retail Value On This Amazing Gift Basket is over $700.00!!!!!! What an awesome giveaway! So, what are you still doing here?! Head over to Tales From A Shopaholic Mommy and get your chance to WIN this amazing gift basket. While you are there don't forget to check out the rest of Sandy's blog, I just recently found her and she quickly became one of my fave blogs!!
Good Luck but not to much luck of course cause I'm hoping I win!!



Friday, August 7, 2009

4 Months Ago


4 Months ago on April 6, 2009, I welcomed my first daughter into this world at 9:15pm. She had my heart from the second I laid eyes on her! Well, exactly 4 months later (well just 4 hrs & 12mins shy of being 4 months exactly) on August 6, 2009 my best friend from high school, Candie and her husband Rusty welcomed their second daughter, Ms. Rylee Rae Russell, into this world! Katie, their oldest, is now a big sister! She is going to be a great big sister. Miss Rylee weighed 7lbs and 3ozs and was 19 1/4in. Just wanted to tell my best friend that I am proud of her and congratulations on her 2nd miracle! I love you girl!